Tagebucheintrag - Diary Entry

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Diary – Entry


Dear diary,
imagine, yesterday I kissed a woman for the first time.

Rather, yesterday I married. But before I explain you the state of the kiss, I must tell you how my wedding was.

I was really scared. I hadn’t even communicated with the elected girl and she hadn’t even presented a glance in the last weeks. And then yesterday it was so far. Finally I should marry now this woman that I do not even really knew because our parents arranged the marriage. I wanted to run away. I had panic, but my body defended itself against, so I accept the wedding. It was a traditional ceremony the seven circles and henna. Viewed objectively, it was a beautiful wedding.

After the ceremony we went to our room. I didn’t know what I should say because we don’t even know each other. I was an embarrassing moment. I asked her to show her eyes. And when she opened up her eyes I searched for so long behind her veil, I felt nothing. I felt nothing familiar, but also not repulsive. It was funny. With such feelings to her, should I live a life long? I only have the hope that I will love her sometime.

But once my new wife said a sentence: "I won’t cook non-vegetarian food for you." I think that was the sentence she said. I had expected everything, but no this. I was dumbfounded, because what should I eat the rest of my life – vegetarian food, Salad? She even wanted to teach, how to cook meat, so of course I will do. Hard to believe huh?


Of all the talk about cooking, we finally get hungry and lurked in the kitchen. We had to creep because many of the guests slept in the floor. In the kitchen, we ate chicken. It`s funny, because one the one side she doesn’t want cooking non-vegetarian, but on the other said she eats meat. I still haven’t understood the difference.

While we ate there, I noticed the urge to kiss it. You know dear diary, I`ve never kissed a girl. My first attempt to kiss her failed, because she didn’t want to kiss in front of the whole people, although they slept. But I had to kiss her. That`s why I held it firmly on the head, so our lips could touch. But it was not so special, as I thought. It simply lacks the emotions. I really hope that someday I can love.


Wish me luck.